21 Augusti

I haven't been home for a while,
Im sure everything's the same.
Mom and dad both in denial,
An only child to take the blame.
I'm sorry mom but I don't miss you,
Father's no name you deserve.
I'm just a kid with no ambitions,
I wouldn't come home for the world.

You'll never know what I've become,
The kind of all that's said and done,
The forgotten son?
This city's buried in defeat,
I walk along these no name streets,
And wave goodbye to all as I fall.

At the dead end i begin,
To burn the bridge of innocence
Satisfaction guaranteed,
A pill full of catastrophe.
On a mission nowhere bound,
Inhibitions underground.
A shallow grave I have dug all by myself.

And now i've been gone for so long,
I can't remember who was wrong,
All innocence is long gone.
I plegde allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong.

A walking disaster, the son of all bastards.
You regret you made me,
It's too late to save me.

As far as I can tell it's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself 'cause I don't know what I just said
(And she said) Far is where I fell, maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere, is this as good as it gets?

And now I've been gone for so long,
I can't remember who was wrong,
All innocence is long gone.
I pledge allegiance to a world in disbelief
Where I belong.

A walking disaster,
The son of all bastards.
You regret you made me,
It's too late to save me.

I will be home in a while,
You don't have to say a word.
I can't wait to see you smile,
I wouldn't miss it for the world.
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I'm losing my mind.