22 April

"Im not prepared to be strong"

this is not easy,

but i must keep tryin'

it's not that easy.

To live and die by our own rules,

Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools.

Im almost alive, and I need you to try

And save me

It's okay that we're dying

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly

Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you i'm Okay.

At least 'til yesterday

You know you got me off my highest guard

Believe me when I say it's hard.

We'll get through this tonight

And I know one day you and me will be free.

I just have to fight,

fight away this pain.

My scars are real, my wounds won't heal, but I see you through the night

I can't take this lifes everlasting pain.

I just want it to end.

but it never does.

i won't look back,

'cause I know what I wanna do.

deep inside me.

these scars won't heal.

and it won't be the last time I

look back, it keeps coming back

it keeps coming back.

I know it's hard, but I need someone.

but look honey, there's a light.

if it is what i think it is, i would go into that light.

and cross over to the other side..